Hidden (writen 15/02/11)

Struggling against an invisible foe
No one can see no one will know
I may look ok
But I'm fighting internal decay

I'm slowly dying deep within my core
I am not me any more
It's all regrets and grief
I'm desperate for any measure of relief

I don't know how much more I can take
I feel fit to break
But no one can help me
For it's not something they can see


© Toni Higgs 15/02/11

Drowning (written 15/02/11)

Living in unbearable pain
Time passes but I still feel the same
I need so much to be with you again

Drowning in my own grief
I need relief
The current is too strong
I'll be swept away before too long

I wish I was numb
Living without you is no fun
The torture had begun

I'm drowning in my grief
I need relief
The current is too strong
I'll be swept away before too long

The weight I'm bearing is so heavy I can't breathe
A pain that's hard to believe
A pain without reprieve

I'm drowning in my grief
I need relief
The current is too strong
I'll be swept away before too long

Sinking
Suffocating
Seccumbing
Slowly drowning
In grief

© Toni Higgs 15/02/11