Free To Remember (written 09 Nov 2009)

These visions of the past
Seem to forever last
They don't seem to want to let
Me, them forget

Not that I want to forget
Just not them control me, let
To remember the past again
But without all this pain

Most of my memories are good
But they don't get a chance to help my mood
Because, this is sad
All the good is obscured by the bad

My memory of the day
Steven left to with the angels play
Doesn't want to decay
As I remember it as if it happened yesterday

Then the day he was buried
I wish it had out of my mind hurried
But it refuses to leave my head
Like a weight that is dead

Like I said myself, I'd never let
Never forgive if Steven I ever forget
I just want to be free again
Free to remember without the pain.


© Toni Higgs 09/11/09